crushes. why the hell do they play with our minds? or worse, hearts?
its the most confusing feeling in the world when a boy you like is being the flirtatious, nice, kind boy you wanna hold and hug forever, but he seems to show no signs of liking you back.
i dont care that you dont wann hurt me! i like you! it should work out from there! mygosh. just because i havent been one of your clique chicks or mates or anything.. doesn't mean i havent been there all along.
why do i have to be so invisible. i feel like youre leading me on, but i cant help it. you seem to have a hold over me. everytime i try to move on from you to other people, you either say something or do something and BAM! im suddenly hooked again >.<
what the hell is wrong with me? it hurts so much to think that nothing more comes of our friendship, but youre like a drug.. calming and relaxing me whenever youre around.
i just wish i knew what to do. i wanna love you; i really do..
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