Jingle Bells

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way, oh what fun it is to ride.... yaddda yadda yadda haha
well, this is a christmas i dont really want to forget, but i swear on my life.. it still feels like november or some other month.. definately NOT christmas!

my lord how fast this year has gone :S
ups and downs, good grades, shitassed grades.. faaaaa.
 and now im facing the end of the year, with new years right around the bend. what the hell.

i wanna be the first..well.. i want this to be my first time actually announcing that i have a new year's resolution:
to fulfil my new year's resolution; which is... make 2011 one kick ass year :)

its my final year of high school. its my final year of seeing probably everybody ive worked around for the last 5 years or so. its hopefully going to be a happy year for me :) here's to hoping aye.

seasons greetings, cheers big ears, merry christmas and happy new years from me :3

see you next year xoxo

Thankyou

Well, it's been a while.
Okay, sooo. there's a guy. and i liked Him, but after so long of liking Him, i realised, theres no point to being that poor damsel waiting for Hm to turn around and like me back.. so we just became friends.
and my best friend, who actually... i only found out the other night... had made out with Hm and kept it from me was actually really into him to. weird right? yeahh. the other weird thing is that... im not affected by it at all. not by the fact that my best friend lied to me, made out with my crush behind my back, had Him lie to me too. any of it.

is there something wrong with me? im not sure. maybe. ive moved on from Him.
Him being the pierced, rebellious, attractive, crazy kid in class to another One.
a better one for me :)
the better One being smart, handsome, tall, nice, kind, caring, everything i think ive been waiting for.

now alls i have to do i best my shot; i think i may have this.
me and my best friend are totally cool with everything :S surprisingly. i dont really know how to describe it. its like i was so sure of going for the other One that i didnt care for Him anymore.
The picture above is what i really hope to come from this: my One and me, and my best friend with Him.

im just glad were both happy :)

To All Aspiring

Well this has been an exciting weekend for me in a while.
Hardcore music. gig. guys. scenes. smoking. piercing. small  spaces. crowds. loud music. food.  drink. everything good in life aye.

Sienna Skies <3 yum.
words cannot describe how good it felt to go to my first hardcore music gig with my best friend, yes, everything appears fine.. hopefully, and my pseudo- brother bob :P

awesome night much? YES.
okay, so my phone photography skills arent too great, but theyre not that bad either haha
im that far away from the band, where the guy in the white is the lead singer :)
i talked to his band mates and actually touched one of their arms. yeah, wow.. to some of you thats not a big deal, but for my first time at one of these it was the best time for me.
close up experience of a band thats kicking success in the balls and making their way to the top :)
oh how i love my life right now.

and that was just my friday :)
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