Okay, sooo. there's a guy. and i liked Him, but after so long of liking Him, i realised, theres no point to being that poor damsel waiting for Hm to turn around and like me back.. so we just became friends.
and my best friend, who actually... i only found out the other night... had made out with Hm and kept it from me was actually really into him to. weird right? yeahh. the other weird thing is that... im not affected by it at all. not by the fact that my best friend lied to me, made out with my crush behind my back, had Him lie to me too. any of it.
is there something wrong with me? im not sure. maybe. ive moved on from Him.
Him being the pierced, rebellious, attractive, crazy kid in class to another One.
a better one for me :)
the better One being smart, handsome, tall, nice, kind, caring, everything i think ive been waiting for.
now alls i have to do i best my shot; i think i may have this.
me and my best friend are totally cool with everything :S surprisingly. i dont really know how to describe it. its like i was so sure of going for the other One that i didnt care for Him anymore.
The picture above is what i really hope to come from this: my One and me, and my best friend with Him.
im just glad were both happy :)
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